5-9

I just don't know where to start. I had my peaceful weekend and I was hoping that would mean more peace and balance for me. Nope, I think it's because the situation I'm in, kinda can't have those things when I haven't ended one life to begin another. I'm at least trying hard to let go of some anger I've had lately. I finished my book, Tuesday's with Morrie, it was very good. I loved how the author had you really get to know Morrie. I had lump in my throat many times through out the book. Then I moved on to reading The Wednesday Letters, that was a cute book too. Now I'm reading Power of Intention by Dr. Wayne Dyer. The other day I started writing down a bunch of words like love, trust, honor, respect, commitment, laughter, peace, harmony. Then on a different peace of paper I wrote down hurt, anger, distrust, lies, sneaky, secrets, etc. Just from reading the first paper I felt light, positive flowy. The second one really made me feel sad, negative, and stuck. I have made the decision to live my life as much as possible in the light. I have a list of questions I have written down and I like to reflect on them
here are some of them:

are you living your life the way you want? are you happy? free flowing? peaceful?
are you the best person you can be? Of course we are always learning and growing so that is a great thing

are you losing your energy to useless things, ways, and/or people?
do you feel balanced?
what inspires you?
what makes you feel like you are in heaven?
what's your passion?
are you living or existing?
do you make choices that honor you?
are you your own best friend?
do the things you do/say add to your life positively?
what are you worthy of?

To me those are some pretty powerful questions to help me evaluate what I'm doing with myself. The last 2 1/2 months I've been back to exercising and I'm so happy I'm able to workout for 30 minutes. I'm feeling so much better and losing some inches too :)

Then I was online look at lovingyou.com and found something about giving your man photos of you in like a boudior photos...I thought hmmmm I've always wanted to do this and now is the best time to do such a thing since I'm working out, what a great motivator. So I have another 2 months to get down 2 sizes and get this done. I think it will be fun :)

well my dinner is done....homemade spaghetti yummmmm. so till next time be blessed :)