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I woke up this morning with my adrenals feeling a bit drained. Yes I can tell. All the stress with my children and ex over the years took it's toll on me and had nasty adrenal fatigue. I love love love my naturopath Dr. she gave me different supplements along with cortisol tablets and now a year later I am do tons better (it normally takes 2-3 yrs to fully recover from it). So I know my limits and when I push them I feel it. It's amazing how we take for granted feeling good. I had moments where I could barely get out of bed. I did a lot of resting, reading, praying, and now it's all paid off. I do have to eat well and exercise which we all need to do anyway.



I got up earlier than I normally do and I was I guess anxious not sure why. Usually when I don't know why I'm feeling like this I say the Our Father prayer. So I did and also was reading my TOL magazine, watched Creflo Dollar, and TDJakes. Something has me down, I know it's the situation with my middle child and my ex. I had to go to my room, put on some relaxing music, take some deep breaths, and then I got out my affirmations. It worked I could feel myself feeling lighter and happier.



My husband and I are in a situation with our home, do we stay or sell. I would love to get a house where we can have horses on them. I absolutely love horses and would also want a cow or two. I love looking at the animals, being around them is so relaxing for me. I know someone who has a farm and she has Morgan horses. My oldest takes riding lessons from her and I've gotten to know all of the horses. There are 3 of them that I desperately want to buy. I want to learn more about the horses, I don't think it's wise to buy horses and not know what I'm doing. I could always board them at the farm until I was comfortable having them on my own property.

OH MY GOODNESS, my husband and I went to see Why Did I Get Married? and it was awesome. I told my husband I need to ask Tyler Perry if somehow we have the same friends because his last 2 movies have really been so close as to my life. Jill Scott really does a wonderful job, everyone did but she was wonderful!!! I would write more but I am tired and going to bed. Good Night and God Bless