10-28

I have had an emotional week!! I was able to spend sometime with my youngest daughter and my sister. it was nice seeing the changing of the trees in Wisconsin. My friend was supposed to pick me up from the airport but he wasn't able to because he had to get into the Dr.'s office to have a stress test done. I hope his heart is doing ok. I wish the man would just take a few weeks off and rest, ooooh he can be so darn stubborn!!! I'll keep tabs on him he he he his employees will let me know what is going on when I call :)

I've heard many Pastors say that when you are in a trial try to find joy in it, because it means a blessing is right behind it. I think I'm seeing a message coming about.........about finances. I'm reading a book by TDJakes called Reposition Yourself, I'm halfway done with it. I read most of it on the airplane last night. It's good though!!! Then Pastor has been preaching about different biblical principals regarding finances.

Got a phone call last night from one of my best friends. She was very upset about seeing her husband whom she is seperated from walk in a bar with a girl. I tried to calm her down and tell her she needs to leave and not try to kick the girls butt, it's not worth it. I text message her this morning and then my cousin called to tell me my friend was in the hospital, she slit her wrists. I want to kick her butt so badly. I know she's in pain, I know her life is upside down, and it's scary but this is not the way to handle it. It didn't help that she had been drinking. I talked to one of the counselors at the hospital and hopefully it helped them understand what is going on with her. I went down when Pastor asked if anyone needs prayer, I had to stand in for her. I also went down about the situation with my youngest daughter.

I was able to talk to my friend and tell her I understand and I'm here for her. I told her I loved her and let her know I'm praying for her. Not sure how that will go over, I think she is mad at everything and everyone, including God.

Here is a good quote I read the other day

Anger without action leaves us bitter not better